My heart is hurting, yet I know you are above looking down and wishing me well.
I miss you so much.
Many times this past week I have reached for the phone to call you. *sniff*
It has been over 6 months since God called you up.
Time is flying, and standing still at the same time.
I have some wonderful news for you..
I am progressing in my walk with the LORD.. remember the scripture “N2″ gave me?
I hung it in my bathroom..so I would see it everyday:
Psalm 19v14: “Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.”
Mom, you know how I let my mouth engage before my brain? You told me many times that I cannot ” unring” that bell.
Words you cannot “take back.”
I’m working on it Mom!
This past week, I have learned that SILENCE is POWERFUL.
That words NOT spoken are a true BLESSING.
This has helped in my relationship with “Two Peas.”
We had a small disagreement, and I just held it in, and said “OK,” and WALKED AWAY.
This small act on my part yielded me results beyond my wildest dreams.
She came to me.
I knew at this point, my prayers for the LORD to change both of our hearts was being answered.
Only you know the peace the LORD has wrought in my heart in this matter.
Mom..thanks for listening. I truly know that the LORD has allowed you to be there in death, just as you were in life..my “Bestie.”
Loving you forever.
P.S. Another thought: Psalm 85v10,11: “Mercy and truth are met together, righteousness and peace have kissed each other. (11) Truth shall spring out of the earth; and righteousness shall look down from from heaven.”